The Mens

Ok, now I’m going to talk about sex.  Well, not exactly, but dating and men.

Tonight was a decent night.  I went out to a bar after a party and ran into a former flame.  Well, can someone you became infatuated with but didn’t return the favor be a flame?  To make it more complicated I was there with the-guy-who-is-practically-a-boyfriend-but-we’re-just-friends-because-he-wanted-it-that-way-and-now-I’ve-friend-zoned-him-and-it’s-awkard-at-times.  We’ll psuedonym them both and the old flame will be Will and the friend will be Keith.

Will and I met online a long time ago and talked for a few months before meeting.  He encouraged me to come out and meet him.  I did and then spent two hours talking to him after the bar closed.  There’s just something about the way Will would look at me without saying anything.  His eyes said things like “I think you’re adorable and like looking at you.”  Plus, he’s adorable.  In fact, he reminds me of Simon Baker.  He’s taller than I am, not a stick (not fat nor exactly thin).  Anyways, life got complicated after that night and we didn’t really end up talking for a while.  Time’s passed and I still find him as attractive as ever.  To the point that I start to turn into a bumbling idiot when he looks at me.  Oh, his eyes.

Anyways, being there with Keith was awkward because I think Keith is definitely infatuated with me, bordering on wants to have a relationship.  So, when Will came over and spent a good portion of the night next to me and we proceeded to catch up, and Will would look me in the eyes.  Anyways, I’m pretty sure Keith noticed.  I feel bad about it, but if Keith and I are just friends is that a major issue?  Let me know in the comments.

Oh, October

Hi readership,

It’s October.  The reasons I haven’t posted include:

• Work (September/October is crazy time)
• School (My grad class has me spending time in Blackboard instead of WordPress)
• Illness (I was going to post, but had strep throat and am just getting over things)

In the next couple weeks, I promise updates on:

• Social life (dating, friend updates, etc)
• School (how my class is going, what the program is like, etc)
• Random thoughts (politics, economy, etc)